{"id":335,"date":"2024-08-18T16:07:16","date_gmt":"2024-08-18T16:07:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/?p=335"},"modified":"2024-09-08T23:16:08","modified_gmt":"2024-09-08T20:16:08","slug":"capa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/index.php\/2024\/08\/18\/capa\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7APA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized is-style-default\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"686\" src=\"https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/08\/leaves-1037624_1280-1024x686.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-542\" style=\"width:751px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/08\/leaves-1037624_1280-1024x686.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/08\/leaves-1037624_1280-300x201.jpg 300w, https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/08\/leaves-1037624_1280-768x515.jpg 768w, https:\/\/hiraninyolculugu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/08\/leaves-1037624_1280.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili Yolda\u015f\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geceleri balkonda horlayan bir kom\u015fum var,. Sesi evin i\u00e7ine kadar geliyor, salonun i\u00e7inde sesini duyuyorum her gece&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yats\u0131 oldu mu, namaz k\u0131lar k\u0131lmaz ge\u00e7iyor olmal\u0131 uyku k\u00f6\u015fesine.. Hep ayn\u0131 saatlerde uykuda.. Yaz aylar\u0131nda balkonda uyumak g\u00fczel fikir, san\u0131r\u0131m s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 da pek sevmiyor&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nefes sesinden anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla biraz da ya\u015fl\u0131 galiba&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dedem de her gece yats\u0131dan gelince balkona ge\u00e7er, bir m\u00fcddet kendi ba\u015f\u0131na oturur, sonra odas\u0131na ge\u00e7erdi, ama bu horlayan dede san\u0131r\u0131m odas\u0131na ge\u00e7emeden balkondaki sedirde uyuya kal\u0131yor..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yoksa yaln\u0131z m\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yor, belki e\u015fi de vefat etti, uykuya dal\u0131nca &#8216;hadi kalk uyuya kalm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n&#8217; diyeni yok galiba&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sabah ezan\u0131 oldu mu kalk\u0131yor olmal\u0131, ses kesiliyor..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Erkenden uyuyunca namazdan sonra da uyku tutmuyordur tabi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biz t\u00fcm mahalle horlayan dedeyi dinliyoruz bu yaz&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili yolda\u015f\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Duyduklar\u0131m\u0131z, g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimiz, ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z hepsinde bize ait bir m\u00fch\u00fcr var..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hayatta ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z, \u015fahit olduklar\u0131m\u0131z, \u00f6\u011frendiklerimiz, an\u0131n i\u00e7indeki olay veya duruma dair bir yarg\u0131 olu\u015fturuyor..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yarg\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z olmasayd\u0131, her s\u00fcrprize a\u00e7\u0131k olsayd\u0131k, her s\u00fcrprizi kabul edebilseydik, kendi zihnimizin m\u00fch\u00fcrlerini bir kenara atabilseydik g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn geni\u015fli\u011fi hangi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc ile \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7al\u0131\u015fmadan, emek vermeden elde etti\u011fimiz bir \u015fey s\u00f6yler misiniz diye sormu\u015ftum \u00e7ocuklara\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hepsi pek \u00e7ok \u015fey s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti daha sorumu sorar sormaz, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden&#8230; Mesela,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Ben resim yap\u0131yorum diye at\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 i\u00e7lerinden biri \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Resim yapmak i\u00e7in emek harcam\u0131yor musun, diye biraz yoklamak istedi\u011fimde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Hay\u0131r, parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorum sadece k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-Peki, zaman harcam\u0131yor musun bunun i\u00e7in?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-\u00c7ok kolay yap\u0131yorum ki ben, bak b\u00f6yle kay\u0131yor parmaklar\u0131m ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fczerinde ve resimlerim \u00e7ok \u00e7abuk oluyor demi\u015fti\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili yolda\u015f\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Severek, a\u015fkla, co\u015fkuyla yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hangi \u015feyin eme\u011fini ve bedelini sorsayd\u0131k bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa, hissetti\u011fi mutlulu\u011fun ve huzurun yan\u0131nda \u00f6dedi\u011fi bedel kaybolurdu&#8230;T\u0131pk\u0131 parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 sadece kayd\u0131rarak resim yapan \u00e7ocuk gibi..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u015far\u0131 bedel ister diyorlar ya , peki bedel tam olarak ne o zaman ve nas\u0131l olmal\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bedel kendini yok edene kadar \u00e7abalamak m\u0131? Kendini mi t\u00fcketmek bedel\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendini var hissetti\u011fin yerdeki bedelin g\u00f6stergesi ka\u00e7 mesela?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bedelden kastetti\u011fimiz, yap\u0131lan fedakarl\u0131klar, g\u00f6sterilen gayret, verilen zaman gibi \u015feyler de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00fcm bunlar ki\u015fiye ve konuya g\u00f6re de\u011fi\u015fkenlik g\u00f6stermiyor mu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zormu\u015f de\u011fil mi, anlad\u0131n ne kadar zor oldu\u011funu sende dedi, bir yak\u0131n\u0131m \u00e7apalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m topra\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben bunun kolay oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylemedim ki, ben bunun \u00e7aba gerektirdi\u011fini zaten bilerek fakat topra\u011f\u0131 sevdi\u011fim i\u00e7in se\u00e7tim dedim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6yleyse uzaktan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayarak g\u00f6r\u00fcp, zorlu\u011funu tad\u0131nca yapamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015f olacaks\u0131n, hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131 denedim diyeceksin, akl\u0131nda kalmayacak dedi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birilerinin bedelini zor buldu\u011fu, hepimiz i\u00e7in de zor mu olmal\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birileri i\u00e7in tercih edilmeye de\u011fer olmayan u\u011fra\u015flar bizim i\u00e7in de mi \u00f6yle olmal\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zihnimizin m\u00fch\u00fcrleri yine g\u00f6revde mi? M\u00fchr\u00fc basmak i\u00e7in g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimiz inad\u0131 b\u0131raksayd\u0131k, hayat\u0131m\u0131z daha ya\u015fan\u0131l\u0131r olmaz m\u0131yd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zor olan ne, kolay olan ne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mutlulu\u011fu ta\u015f\u0131yan ve getiren hangi \u015fey zor?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde huzur ve sevgi bulunmayan hangi \u015fey kolay?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hz. Hatice Validemiz (r. anha), Hira\u2019n\u0131n dik yama\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131zg\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015fin alt\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131karken Sevgiliye kavu\u015fman\u0131n heyecan\u0131 yan\u0131nda hangi zorluktan s\u00f6z etmi\u015fti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hangi zorluk bu sevincin, bu a\u015fk\u0131n verdi\u011fi huzuru bast\u0131rabilmi\u015fti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bedel \u00f6dendi ve ba\u015far\u0131 sa\u011fland\u0131 diyelim. Ba\u015far\u0131n\u0131n mahiyeti ne olmal\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00fch\u00fcrler \u015fimdi de ba\u015far\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131, k\u00f6\u015fesinde mi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kitab\u0131 ellerden d\u00fc\u015fmeyen bir yazar\u0131n imza g\u00fcn\u00fcne gitmi\u015f olup, yazar\u0131n yan\u0131na gelip, onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc be\u011fenmedi\u011fimizi farz edelim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u011fer kitab\u0131n i\u00e7eri\u011fini ger\u00e7ekten sevip de\u011fer verip \u00f6nemseyerek bu imza g\u00fcn\u00fcne gelmi\u015fsek yazar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne g\u00f6re de\u011ferlendirmeyip onun ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131na yani asl\u0131nda ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 eserine odaklanm\u0131\u015f olmaz m\u0131y\u0131z? Ne ceketiyle kravat\u0131n\u0131n uyumsuzlu\u011funa ne giydi\u011fi ayakkab\u0131s\u0131na tak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yazar\u0131n kitab\u0131n\u0131n imza g\u00fcn\u00fcnde olmas\u0131 dahi onun \u00f6demi\u015f oldu\u011fu bedellerinin ba\u015far\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesini ifade etmiyor mu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Benim m\u00fchr\u00fcmdeki bir yazara ait olan renk kombinasyonuna uymuyor diye ceket ve kravat\u0131, puan\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rmal\u0131 m\u0131y\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben bir insan\u0131 eseriyle k\u0131yafetini \u00f6zde\u015fle\u015ftiremedi\u011fim i\u00e7in ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olamam\u0131\u015f m\u0131 olacak?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0131\u015far\u0131da birilerinin beni \u00f6zde\u015fle\u015ftiremedikleri i\u00e7in ben kendimi ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z m\u0131 sayaca\u011f\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kim bize nerede s\u00f6yledi ba\u015far\u0131n\u0131n tarifini de hep kendimizi d\u0131\u015far\u0131yla k\u0131yas ederek takdir eder olduk?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hatta d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya da gerek olmadan, kendimiz kendimize m\u00fch\u00fcrler bast\u0131k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendimizi yarg\u0131lad\u0131k, en fazla da biz kendi m\u00fch\u00fcrlerimizle yine kendimizi..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her \u015feye dair o kadar \u00e7ok fikrimiz var ki, i\u00e7imizdeki kriterlerimiz, hi\u00e7 susmad\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u00fcrek cennetimin sesini yine hangi zaman k\u0131st\u0131m kime ve neye bakarak?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Niye duymuyorum y\u00fcre\u011fimden y\u00fcre\u011fime aferinlerimi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili Yolda\u015f\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Balkondaki horlayan dedeyi buldum.. Gecelerdir hangi balkonda diye merak i\u00e7indeydim&#8230;Hen\u00fcz g\u00f6remedim ama kar\u015f\u0131mdaki evlerden birindeymi\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yaln\u0131z balkonda de\u011fil \u00e7at\u0131daym\u0131\u015f&#8230;Dede yaln\u0131z da de\u011filmi\u015f biliyor musun, ailesi de yan\u0131ndaym\u0131\u015f&#8230;Gelen ses zaten sadece ona ait de de\u011filmi\u015f hatta, t\u00fcm ailesiyle birlikte uyukluyorlarm\u0131\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili yolda\u015f\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Balkondaki yaln\u0131z ya\u015fayan horlayan dede, \u00e7at\u0131daki horlayan gen\u00e7 bayku\u015f ailesiymi\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00fcm m\u00fch\u00fcrlerimi k\u0131rabilir miyim izninle&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aferin Size bayku\u015f ailesi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yarg\u0131s\u0131z alanda kal\u0131p her t\u00fcrl\u00fc s\u00fcrprize a\u00e7\u0131k ya\u015famay\u0131, ba\u015fta kendim olmak \u00fczere herkesi oldu\u011fu gibi kabul etmeyi, zor ya da kolay demeden sadece g\u00f6n\u00fclden se\u00e7imler yapmay\u0131, b\u00f6yle olduysa kesin b\u00f6yledir dememeyi, b\u00f6yle olduysa acaba neler olabilme ihtimali daha var demeyi, y\u00fcre\u011fimi, zihnimi geni\u015fletmeyi \u00f6\u011fretti\u011finiz i\u00e7in..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler horlayan bayku\u015f ailesi&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili yolda\u015f\u0131m, aferinli horultular e\u015fli\u011finde selamlar\u0131m\u0131 ve sevgilerimi g\u00f6nderiyorum&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Muhabbetler&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading has-text-align-right\">                                                                                                      <strong>H\u0130RA**<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"\u00c7APA\">Hira&#8217;n\u0131n Yolculu\u011fu okumay\u0131 tercih etti\u011finiz i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcrler! 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