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Hayat ge\u00e7ici, k\u0131sa, az bir oyalan\u0131p ge\u00e7ece\u011fiz\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dalma, ba\u011flanma, \u00e7ok ehemmiyet verme dediler…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine yanl\u0131\u015f anlam\u0131\u015f\u0131m hayat\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130ki saat \u00f6nce elindeki imkanlarla \u00e7ad\u0131rda yapt\u0131klar\u0131 pastay\u0131 payla\u015fan nur y\u00fczl\u00fc bir delikanl\u0131y\u0131 izlemi\u015ftim, \u00e7ok de\u011fil iki saat sonra ayn\u0131 delikanl\u0131n\u0131n bir atl\u0131 arabayla kalbi duran karde\u015fini imdatlarla hastaneye yeti\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 izledim…\u0130ki payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 aras\u0131nda sadece iki k\u00fcs\u00fcr saat ge\u00e7mi\u015fti\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Evet dedim, hayat i\u015fte bu, do\u011fru dediler ge\u00e7ici, ne kadar de\u011fersiz\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 \u0130ki saat \u00f6nce daha fazla bilgi edinmek i\u00e7in ailesine dair yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 da okumu\u015ftum…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Herkese merhaba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ad\u0131m Mohamad Imad Khalidi, Filistinliyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gazze’de ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Benim ve ailemin ba\u015f\u0131na gelenlere inanam\u0131yorum, her \u015fey mahvoldu ve h\u0131rslar\u0131m\u0131, hedeflerimi ve en \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim \u00fcniversitemi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek h\u00e2l\u00e2 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc bilmiyorum. Sava\u015f her \u015feyi mahvetti, hatta \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131 bile. Ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olmak i\u00e7in her \u015feyi yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011frusunu s\u00f6ylemek gerekirse ne ders \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakla ne de hedeflerimle art\u0131k ilgilenmiyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben ve ailemin her \u00fcyesi g\u00fcvende olmak, bu \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n sava\u015ftan kurtulmak ve bu sefil hayattan nas\u0131l kurtulaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyoruz. Son aylar \u00f6l\u00fcm, korku ve yerinden edilmeyle doluydu; umudumuzu, an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, evlerimizi yok eden bir kabus gibiydi. Bir g\u00fcn bu zor d\u00f6neme ula\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 beklemiyorduk. \u00dclkemizi seviyoruz; hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 seviyoruz ama ya\u015fam formlar\u0131 ortadan kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ailemde 8 ki\u015fi var. G\u00fczel evimizde toplan\u0131r ve her an\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131k. Her birimiz, hedeflerine ula\u015fmak, birbirimize yard\u0131m etmek i\u00e7in elinden geleni yapt\u0131, \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve gelece\u011fini ad\u0131m ad\u0131m in\u015fa etti. Karde\u015fimizin mezuniyetini g\u00f6rmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorduk ama hayalimiz suya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

7 Ekim’in ba\u015f\u0131nda her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fti. Sava\u015ftan iki hafta sonra evi terk etmek zorunda kald\u0131k ve rastgele roketlerden ka\u00e7mak zorunda kald\u0131k. Elimizde birka\u00e7 k\u0131yafet ve ki\u015fisel e\u015fyam\u0131zla evimizden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p Refah’a s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bize psikolojik olarak destek olmaktan \u00e7ekinmeyen, ihtiyac\u0131m oldu\u011funda yan\u0131mda olan harika ailem ve annem\u2026Daima zay\u0131fl\u0131ktan g\u00fc\u00e7 yarat\u0131r, nadir bulunan yiyeceklerden bize yemek pi\u015firir, en zor anlar\u0131m\u0131zda bile bizi hep bir araya toplar. Ayr\u0131ca se\u00e7kin deneyimlere sahip yetenekli babam, hayat\u0131n\u0131 hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n iyi ge\u00e7mesi i\u00e7in harcad\u0131 ama ne yaz\u0131k ki bu sava\u015fta her \u015feyini kaybetti, i\u015fini, fabrikas\u0131n\u0131, topluma \u00e7ok \u015fey sa\u011flayan \u00f6nc\u00fc \u015firketini kaybetti. Tar\u0131msal g\u0131da \u00fcretimi alan\u0131nda Gazze \u015fu anda en zor \u015fartlarda, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc ve b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131lar i\u00e7inde, sessizce, sessizce bizi izliyor. Onu bu halde g\u00f6rmek bizim i\u00e7in kolay de\u011fil. Ayr\u0131ca Kinan ad\u0131nda, \u00f6zel ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131 olan, Down Sendromlu olan nazik bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck erkek karde\u015fim var. O benim kalbime en yak\u0131n ki\u015fidir. Harika bir adam, \u00f6zel bir okulda okuyordu ama ne yaz\u0131k ki sava\u015f onu mahvetti ve biz de ona ayak uydurma yetene\u011fimizi kaybettik<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u011fitim ve \u00f6zel bak\u0131m almaya devam etmesi gerekiyor. Bu zor durumda ona bir \u015feyler \u00f6\u011fretmek i\u00e7in elimizden geleni yapt\u0131k ama do\u011fru zamanda ona do\u011fru d\u00fczg\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fretemiyoruz \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fiddetli bomba ve roket seslerinden korkuyor. Konsantrasyonunu kaybetti. Bana kendi \u00f6zel diliyle, sava\u015f\u0131n sonu nereye varacak, dedi\u011finde i\u00e7im burkuluyor. Duygular\u0131m\u0131 onun \u00f6n\u00fcnde bile gizleyemiyorum. \u00dcstelik Zayn ad\u0131nda bir erkek karde\u015fim var, lisede okuyor, basketbolu \u00e7ok seviyor, iyi bir oyuncu, ya\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6re 1. s\u0131n\u0131f tak\u0131mda oynuyor. D\u00fcnya \u00e7ap\u0131nda bir oyuncu olma konusunda derin bir sevgisi ve h\u0131rs\u0131 var. Babama en \u00e7ok yard\u0131m eden a\u011fabeyim H\u00fcseyin, dijital medya alan\u0131nda uzman ve mezun. A\u011fabeyim Rakan ise bilgisayar m\u00fchendisli\u011fi okuyor, etraf\u0131ndaki herkese yard\u0131m ediyor, sava\u015f boyunca \u00e7ad\u0131r kurma konusunda ba\u015fkalar\u0131na yard\u0131m ediyor. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z karde\u015fim Lamar, tatl\u0131 biri ve annemin sa\u011f kolu, ortaokulu bitirdi. Di\u011fer k\u0131z karde\u015fim Areej ise 3 harika \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla birlikte \u00fcniversitede hukuk okudu ve iyi bir avukat, k\u0131z karde\u015fim Aseel ve 2 ak\u0131ll\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fu, multimedya okuyor, onur derecesine sahip ve \u00fcniversitede \u00f6\u011fretim asistan\u0131 oldu. \u0130kisi de sava\u015f\u0131n zorlu ko\u015fullar\u0131nda bizimle birlikte ya\u015f\u0131yorlar. B\u00f6ylece ailem daha rahat edebilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her g\u00fcn, her an sava\u015f\u0131n, soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n, bask\u0131n\u0131n, istismar\u0131n sona ermesini diliyoruz. Ancak korku h\u00e2l\u00e2 durumu y\u00f6netiyor ve durum elimizden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, giderek daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fiyor. Yani buradan ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131p ailemi korumak i\u00e7in her \u015feyi yapmam gerekiyor ama bunu yap\u0131p gidemeyiz, yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131na gidecek hi\u00e7bir \u015feyimiz kalmad\u0131. Yard\u0131m istemek hi\u00e7 de kolay olmad\u0131 ama ba\u015fka se\u00e7ene\u011fimiz yok\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu acil ve tehlikeli durumda bize elinizden geldi\u011fince yard\u0131m etmenizi rica ediyorum. Bu sefil hayattan kurtulmam\u0131za yard\u0131m ederseniz \u00e7ok minnettar oluruz \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sizin yard\u0131m\u0131n\u0131z sayesinde t\u00fcm aile \u00fcyelerimin kayd\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131rabilir ve Gazze’de kimse kal\u0131r m\u0131 diye endi\u015felenmeden birlikte d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kabiliriz. Bu ba\u011f\u0131\u015f toplama kampanyas\u0131n\u0131 bitmeden daha fazla ki\u015fiye ula\u015fabilmek i\u00e7in tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z herkesle payla\u015fman\u0131z\u0131 rica ediyoruz. Bunu arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z ve ailenizle, hatta tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z biriyle payla\u015fman\u0131n, kendiniz yapam\u0131yorsan\u0131z ondan bir iyilik yapmas\u0131n\u0131 istemenin \u00f6nemini g\u00f6rd\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ok minnettar\u0131z ve onur duyuyoruz, zor zamanlar\u0131m\u0131zda nezaketinizi asla unutmayaca\u011f\u0131z. Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Olmad\u0131 ama di\u011fer t\u00fcm binlercesi gibi o da karde\u015fini \u015fehitler kervan\u0131na u\u011furlad\u0131…\u00c7ad\u0131rlar\u0131na do\u011fru yap\u0131lan yo\u011fun ate\u015f alt\u0131nda kalbine isabet eden bir kur\u015funla veda etti karde\u015fine Muhammed\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu y\u0131l izledi\u011fimiz okudu\u011fumuz nice hayattan biri sadece Muhammed\u2019in ve ailesinin hayat\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayat…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seni de Gazze\u2019den Seni de Kud\u00fcs\u2019ten \u00f6\u011frenmek vakti gelmi\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011frettin bize Gazze…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu az, de\u011fersiz ge\u00e7icili\u011fimi bitirecek bileti bekleme olarak bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat\u0131ma, karde\u015fiyle olan resmindeki, muhabbetindeki, \u015fu az\u0131n da az\u0131 17 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi muhabbetin hangisine pi\u015fmand\u0131r Muhammed sorusu dikildi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eehit kervan\u0131n\u0131n her an kendi kap\u0131lar\u0131nda duraklayabilece\u011fini susmayan bombalarla, dinmeyen ate\u015flerle hissettikleri halde, \u00e7ad\u0131rdaki sevin\u00e7lerini pastayla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015ferek hayata ve hayat\u0131 verene verdikleri de\u011fer dikildi..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir tarafta hayat\u0131n sadece kendilerine ait oldu\u011funu savunarak ac\u0131mas\u0131z zul\u00fcmler yapan zalimler, di\u011fer tarafta t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011fa hayatlar\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131kmalar\u0131n\u0131, Yaradan\u2019dan en g\u00fczel hediye oldu\u011funu anlatan insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kahramanlar\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayat Sen ne kadar g\u00fczelsin, azs\u0131n, fanisin ama g\u00fczelsin i\u015fte… Seninle tad\u0131yorum, Seninle buluyorum cennetimi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen bir g\u00f6zde, bal akan bir dilde, ko\u015fturan bir y\u00fcrekte…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Muhammed ve Zayn birlikte payla\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 k\u0131sa hayat i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 pi\u015fman de\u011filler.. Muhammed hamdlerle u\u011furluyordu karde\u015fini\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunca zorluk ve ac\u0131ya ra\u011fmen Gazze den bir tane hayata lanet sesi y\u00fckselmiyor, ya\u015fama kahreden ses \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama benim diyarlar\u0131mda kapa\u011f\u0131 doluluktan kapanmayan dolaplara al\u0131namayan isteklerde, gidilemeyen mavi tatillerde lanet olsun b\u00f6yle hayata sesleri y\u00fckseliyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama benim sokaklar\u0131mda \u00e7e\u015fidi az g\u00f6r\u00fclen ikramlar\u0131n sofras\u0131nda ya\u015fama kahrediliyor..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neredesin Y\u00fcrek Cenneti\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kalbimizde kaybettik, sokaklar\u0131m\u0131zda kaybettik, diyarlar\u0131m\u0131zda da kaybettik seni\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen de insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kahraman oldu\u011fu yurda Gazzeye mi hicret ettin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Muhammedlerin y\u00fcre\u011fine mi taht kurdun..?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gazze<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anne babalar\u0131n i\u00e7li feryatlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zalimin zulm\u00fc, mazlumun ac\u0131s\u0131na ra\u011fmen\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ellerinde ve g\u00f6n\u00fcllerindeki \u0130slam davas\u0131n\u0131 ar\u015fa y\u00fckseltmeyi bilen m\u00fcminin \u0130slam \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gazze, M\u00fcminin ac\u0131lar\u0131na ra\u011fmen minicik \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yla dahi temsil etti\u011fi \u0130slam davas\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben… Ben mi..?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben neyi savunuyordum sahi… Neyle me\u015fguld\u00fcm… Derdim ne idi benim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bug\u00fcn nefsim i\u00e7in, g\u00fczelli\u011fim i\u00e7in, rahat\u0131m i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu umursamazl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n, b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fananlara k\u00f6r davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n, hayat\u0131ma kahredi\u015flerin hesab\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131n nas\u0131l verece\u011fim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayat\u0131ma, ya\u015fam\u0131ma okudu\u011fum lanetlerin i\u00e7inden kurtar beni Gazze\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayat\u0131 hep birlikte sahiplenelim, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hep birlikte ya\u015fayal\u0131m, kurtar bizi y\u00fcreksiz d\u00fcnya s\u00fcrg\u00fcnlerimizden\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Affet bizi Zayn… Kaybolan hakikatlerimizin de\u011ferini Sizler hayat\u0131n\u0131zla g\u00f6stermek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Affet bizi Muhammed…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/m7md_vo?igsh=MWw5dmc0N29uZTBocA== <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mohamad Imad Khalidi hesab\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0130RA**<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Muhammed Imad Khalidi’ye ait ifadeler google \u00e7eviri ile terc\u00fcme edilmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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