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\u00c7o\u011fumuzun seyretti\u011fi bir sinema filminde kahraman\u0131m\u0131z, kendini ar\u0131yor\u2026Ben kimim, o mu, bu mu, yoksa \u015fu muyum?  Hepsi miyim yoksa hi\u00e7biri miyim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sorumluluk konusunu i\u015fledi\u011fimiz bir derste sorduk, kolyeyi olu\u015fturan el ele vermi\u015f zincir halkalar\u0131ndan biri mi olmak isteriz yoksa kay\u0131p oldu\u011fu sorumlulu\u011funu yerine getirmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in kolyenin tamamlanamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 eksik par\u00e7a m\u0131? Bir yapboz par\u00e7as\u0131ndaki yerini bulmu\u015f, yerle\u015fmi\u015f bir yapboz par\u00e7as\u0131 m\u0131, yoksa yapbozun eksik kalan kay\u0131p par\u00e7as\u0131 m\u0131\u2026Sorumlulu\u011funu yerine getiren, tamamlatan bir par\u00e7a m\u0131, yoksa ka\u00e7ak kay\u0131p par\u00e7a m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

San\u0131yordum ki, g\u00fcvenlik g\u00f6revlisinden ustas\u0131na, f\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131dan a\u015f\u00e7\u0131ya herkesin vazifesini yaparak olu\u015fturdu\u011fu b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dersin sonunda eksik par\u00e7a de\u011fil, b\u00fct\u00fcne katk\u0131 tamamlay\u0131c\u0131 par\u00e7a olmak ister herkes\u2026Olmad\u0131 ama, biri \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ve o kay\u0131p tek bir par\u00e7a olmak isterim dedi…Neden diye sorulunca, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o olmay\u0131nca tamamlanm\u0131yor, olmay\u0131nca eksik kal\u0131yor baksan\u0131za ne kadar e\u015fsiz ne kadar \u00f6zel\u2026Ben o \u00f6zel olmak isterdim dedi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayatta \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze \u00e7\u0131kan m\u00fcsbet veya menfi pek \u00e7ok kap\u0131 oldu ve hangi kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za, hangi kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7ece\u011fimize dair kararlar verdik. Kimimiz eksik par\u00e7a olmak istedik, kimimiz tamamlayan… Kimimizde kendini olu\u015fturan baz\u0131 par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 eksik b\u0131rakt\u0131, kimimiz tam ve b\u00fct\u00fcn oldu kendiyle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eksik par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131z e\u015fsiz olmak u\u011fruna terk etmeseydi bizi, biz asl\u0131nda kim olurduk\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hadi yine soral\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eksik hissetti\u011fimiz par\u00e7alar bizi neden terk etti, ne u\u011fruna terk etti? Ya da eksik par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131z bizim taraf\u0131m\u0131zdan terk mi edildiler?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben bir evlat m\u0131y\u0131m, anne mi, ben bir \u00f6\u011frenci miyim \u00f6\u011fretmen mi? Ben evin mutfa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 m\u0131y\u0131m, yoksa odalar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7 mimar\u0131 m\u0131, yoksa ben bir abla m\u0131y\u0131m, karde\u015f mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben bir kul muyum, cennet bah\u00e7esi sakini mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben hangisiyim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hangisini se\u00e7ip hangisini b\u0131rakmal\u0131y\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben kimim ger\u00e7ekten…Yolcunun yolda\u015f\u0131 m\u0131, yolda\u015f\u0131n yolcusu mu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fard\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6remiyor, s\u00f6yleniyor duymuyorsak ve ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan\u0131 tesad\u00fcf diye kodluyorsak zihnimizde, hangi b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn par\u00e7as\u0131 olmay\u0131 reddetmi\u015f oluyoruz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 kabul etti\u011fimde olu\u015facak benin sorumluluklar\u0131ndan m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131yorum yoksa korkular\u0131m m\u0131 var, her par\u00e7a m\u0131 kabul edip yerine koydu\u011fumdaki benden \u00e7\u0131kacak resimden mi korkuyorum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben o muyum, bu muyum, \u015fu muyum, hepsi miyim, hi\u00e7biri mi? Ben kimim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimimiz, sadece hayat\u0131n i\u00e7indeki ak\u0131\u015fa uymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, sorun \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ilgilenildi\u011fi i\u00e7in, arand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z soruldu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in, o e\u015fsiz kay\u0131p par\u00e7a olmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

De\u011ferin kay\u0131p par\u00e7ada oldu\u011fu \u00f6\u011fretildi\u011fi gibi kimimize, par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kabul etmedi\u011fimizde olu\u015fan bo\u015fluklarla dolu resmimizin m\u00fckemmeliyeti de \u00f6\u011fretildi, \u00f6yleymi\u015f sand\u0131k\u2026Ya da \u00f6yle \u00f6\u011frenmeyi tercih ettik. Bu kap\u0131y\u0131 bu bo\u015fluklar\u0131m\u0131zla dolu resmin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 biz se\u00e7tik\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nanamad\u0131k belki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Belki hayat imtihanlarla doluydu, ya\u015famadan ge\u00e7emedi\u011fimiz imtihanlar vard\u0131. Sab\u0131r g\u00f6stermemiz gerekiyordu ki imtihan\u0131n\u0131n manas\u0131n\u0131 idrak edelim\u2026 Sab\u0131r i\u00e7inde bize de kendimizi unutmak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi hangi par\u00e7a bana ait. Hangisi de\u011fil, hangi resim bana ait, hangisi de\u011fil…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya hepsiysem ya hi\u00e7 biriysem\u2026Ya hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fim daha ba\u015fka par\u00e7alar\u0131m varsa…Daha ka\u00e7 kay\u0131p par\u00e7am var? Ka\u00e7 par\u00e7am\u0131 kabul edece\u011fim, ka\u00e7 par\u00e7amla olu\u015fan yeni resmime kabulle bakaca\u011f\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hangi resmimin kap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri girmeyi tercih edece\u011fim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hz. Hatice Validemiz hem bir anne hem bir e\u015f hem bir ticari filonun y\u00f6neticisi hem muhta\u00e7lar\u0131n s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131 hem bir s\u0131rda\u015f, candan arkada\u015ft\u0131, hem k\u00e2inat\u0131n Efendisinin sevgilisi, \u00dcmmetin Annesiydi…Daha da fazlas\u0131yla kendine ait t\u00fcm par\u00e7alar\u0131 bulmu\u015ftu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona dair olu\u015fan resimde tek kay\u0131p par\u00e7as\u0131 yoktu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Peki biz hangi par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bulabildik, hangilerini bulu\u015fturabildik, hangileri i\u00e7in daha yolumuz var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hangi resmimizi kabul ediyoruz, hangisi olmaktan korkuyoruz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rabbimizin bizden istedi\u011fi hangi resmimiz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u2019nun bizden istedi\u011fine dair par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131z hangisi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cennet sakini, d\u00fcnyada misafir bir kul oldu\u011fumu unutmasayd\u0131m kim olurdum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0130RA**<\/h3>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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